Once a Friend

I wish I could tell you a secret
something
so deep from my heart,
but I felt betrayed by
you.
We go back a long way,
when our organs
were blooming
and our thoughts
innocently
ripe.
Now at times
when I want
to
tell
you something
I have to bite my tongue
because,
I wonder,
are you
still that
person
I believed you
once
to
be?
Maybe one day
I will pick
up the phone
and wait
for your voice
to scratch my
ear
and maybe,
just maybe,
we can
really be
the best
friends
we once
started out
to be.