Friday, 30 September 2011

Master Bate

I couldn't quite tell
if I was touching the right

I couldn't quite see
If it was truly I, who,
was making you

I couldn't quite understand
if it was me or if it
was you
who collapsed
first on the floor.

But somehow
with a satisfied grin,
I knew that
something went right
I no
cared how.

Tuesday, 20 September 2011

Junk Heart

I look inside your
junk heart baby

and all I see
punk art

I look into
your junk
heart baby

and all I see
is fuck up

ask me
why I bother

but your guts
are spilled with
jello baby.

I ask again
why you bother

because your
heart's filled
up like




Wednesday, 14 September 2011

Nothing My Love

Let me curl in your face 

of dreams as I 

suck the embolism 

from your cream. 

I need you close like 

a hair pin in my nose 

so that nothing 

surprises me, 

my love, 

nothing surprises me, 

my love.

VIRUS music video

Tuesday, 13 September 2011


In our most intimate
you look into my eyes,
and kiss my soul
with your beauty
in disguise.
You're my dream
Daphne of the hill side,
you're the one
I dream to take
You're my dream
with your guise,
I embrace your
golden locks
as we sink
into the

(Daphne Lying Down - almost finished)

Sunday, 11 September 2011

Bikini Kill

Stills from next music video VIPER!

Dead Skin

Some days ago, I burnt the roof of my mouth.
I made some broth and not letting it cool down long enough, I took a few sips, and scalded the top of my mouth. Along with the searing pain, little blisters formed, the surrounding flesh became tender and I found it hard to eat without getting distracted from my self inflicted wound.
I've burnt this area a number of times, I'm clumsy like that, and having had experienced blisters such as these, I usually pop them with my thumb, by pressing up against the blister, giving it a nudge until a salty liquid cascades out from beneath the tender pocket.
However, these blisters this time, are too small, so I allow nature to take it's course, and begin the healing process in its own time.
This morning I ran my tongue alongside the top of my mouth, the skin felt like rubber and as I twirled my tongue round and round along the dead skin, I manage to peal it off. In clusters, my tongue gave my mouth a nice little chemical peel, and shining out from beneath the dead horizon, appears new, fresh, young, never been touched, skin.
It only took a matter of three days if not less, for this damage to heal.
The reason why the mouth heals so quickly is because it's always wet and saliva acts like an antiseptic to avoid infections.
If only the mind could heal as fast as an injury inside the mouth.
If only the heart could mend as fast as an injury inside the mouth.

Tuesday, 6 September 2011

Sunday, 4 September 2011

Sleeping Girl

My Next Painting - Sleeping Girl - First stages before I paint her in.